Not sure how to react!!!


It’s been a long time I put any of my rants. Well actually things are not bad to put anything in that section. But today I feel really low!!! I really don’t know what is going on, things are not in place and yes we cannot expect them to go as our wish, but at least they shouldn’t go that odd.
I always believe in god that he all time want to judge you based on your “Exam of life” and I always challenge him with his toughest exams, and really he is doing his bit perfectly. After all God is GOD. Everything I looked around is not good, father health was always a concern. No time for 2 month old kid, work for 15 hrs a day, client is not paying, banks have their internal problem to do money transfers, developers are taking off/called off. These are few things happened to me in last 7 days or so. Nothing is positive, nothing to get me optimistic.
Yet, I am looking forward not because I am good, but because I have no choice. I choose this path and I have to go over it. I don’t want to fail, so I do whatever I can do, “karma kiya ja phal ki chinta mat kar” is all what I remember from GITA. I will learn some day to remain happy with all these problems, as problems are there to get solve, happiness cames with solutions. Good luck to me !!!